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Sunday, November 24, 2013

A most needed message!

The Hope of God’s Light


Second Counselor in the First Presidency



As we seek to increase our love for God and strive to love our neighbor, the light of the Lord.                           

Entrance to Enlightenment

I have a cherished painting in my office that is titled Entrance to Enlightenment. It was created by a friend of mine, the Danish artist Johan Benthin, who was the first stake president in Copenhagen, Denmark.
The painting shows a dark room with an open door from which light is shining. It is interesting to me that the light coming through the door does not illuminate the entire room—only the space immediately in front of the door.
To me, the darkness and light in this painting are a metaphor for life. It is part of our condition as mortal beings to sometimes feel as though we are surrounded by darkness. We might have lost a loved one; a child might have strayed; we might have received a troubling medical diagnosis; we might have employment challenges and be burdened by doubts or fears; or we might feel alone or unloved.
But even though we may feel lost in the midst of our current circumstances, God promises the hope of His light—He promises to illuminate the way before us and show us the way out of darkness.

A Room Filled with Darkness

I’d like to tell you about a woman who grew up in a room filled with darkness—I’ll call her Jane.
From the time Jane was three years old, she was repeatedly beaten, belittled, and abused. She was threatened and mocked. She awoke each morning not knowing if she would survive until the next day. The people who should have protected her were those who tortured her or allowed the abuse to continue.
In order to protect herself, Jane learned to stop feeling. She had no hope of rescue, so she hardened herself to the horror of her reality. There was no light in her world, so she became resigned to the darkness. With a numbness that can come only from constant and unrelenting contact with evil, she accepted the fact that any moment might be her last.
Then, at age 18, Jane discovered The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. The joy and hope of the restored gospel penetrated her heart, and she accepted the invitation to be baptized. For the first time, light entered her life, and she saw a bright path before her. She left the darkness of her world and decided to attend school a great distance away from her abuser. At last she felt liberated from an environment of darkness and evil—free to enjoy the Savior’s sweet peace and miraculous healing.
However, years later, after her abuser had died, Jane was again troubled by the horrible events of her youth. Profound sadness and anger threatened to destroy the wonderful light she had found in the gospel. She realized that if she allowed that darkness to consume her, her tormentor would have a final victory.
She sought counseling and medical help and began to realize that, for her, the best path for healing was to understand and accept that darkness exists—but not to dwell there. For, as she now knew, light also exists—and that is where she chose to dwell.
Given her dark past, Jane could easily have become vindictive, venomous, or violent. But she didn’t. She resisted the temptation to spread the darkness, refusing to lash out in anger, hurt, or cynicism. Instead, she held fast to the hope that with God’s help she could be healed. She chose to radiate light and devote her life to helping others. This decision enabled her to leave the past behind and to step into a glorious, bright future.
She became a schoolteacher, and today, decades later, her love has influenced the lives of hundreds of children, helping them to know that they have worth, that they are important. She has become a tireless defender of the weak, the victimized, and the discouraged. She builds, strengthens, and inspires everyone around her.
Jane learned that healing comes when we move away from the darkness and walk toward the hope of a brighter light. It was in the practical application of faith, hope, and charity that she not only transformed her own life but forever blessed the lives of many, many others.

Light Cleaveth unto Light

There may be some among you who feel darkness encroaching upon you. You may feel burdened by worry, fear, or doubt. To you and to all of us, I repeat a wonderful and certain truth: God’s light is real. It is available to all! It gives life to all things.1 It has the power to soften the sting of the deepest wound. It can be a healing balm for the loneliness and sickness of our souls. In the furrows of despair, it can plant the seeds of a brighter hope. It can enlighten the deepest valleys of sorrow. It can illuminate the path before us and lead us through the darkest night into the promise of a new dawn.
This is “the Spirit of Jesus Christ,” which gives “light to every man that cometh into the world.”2
Nevertheless, spiritual light rarely comes to those who merely sit in darkness waiting for someone to flip a switch. It takes an act of faith to open our eyes to the Light of Christ. Spiritual light cannot be discerned by carnal eyes. Jesus Christ Himself taught, “I am the light which shineth in darkness, and the darkness comprehendeth it not.”3 For “the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.”4
So how do we open our eyes to the hope of God’s light?
First, start where you are.
Isn’t it wonderful to know that we don’t have to be perfect to experience the blessings and gifts of our Heavenly Father? We don’t have to wait to cross the finish line to receive God’s blessings. In fact, the heavens begin to part and the blessings of heaven begin to distill upon us with the very first steps we take toward the light.
The perfect place to begin is exactly where you are right now. It doesn’t matter how unqualified you may think you are or how far behind others you may feel. The very moment you begin to seek your Heavenly Father, in that moment, the hope of His light will begin to awaken, enliven, and ennoble your soul.5 The darkness may not dissipate all at once, but as surely as night always gives way to dawn, the light will come.
Second, turn your heart toward the Lord.
Lift up your soul in prayer and explain to your Heavenly Father what you are feeling. Acknowledge your shortcomings. Pour out your heart and express your gratitude. Let Him know of the trials you are facing. Plead with Him in Christ’s name for strength and support. Ask that your ears may be opened, that you may hear His voice. Ask that your eyes may be opened, that you may see His light.
Third, walk in the light.
Your Heavenly Father knows that you will make mistakes. He knows that you will stumble—perhaps many times. This saddens Him, but He loves you. He does not wish to break your spirit. On the contrary, He desires that you rise up and become the person you were designed to be.
To that end, He sent His Son to this earth to illuminate the way and show us how to safely cross the stumbling blocks placed in our path. He has given us the gospel, which teaches the way of the disciple. It teaches us the things we must know, do, and be to walk in His light, following in the footsteps of His Beloved Son, our Savior.

Light Overcomes Darkness

Yes, we will make mistakes.
Yes, we will falter.
But as we seek to increase our love for God and strive to love our neighbor, the light of the gospel will surround and uplift us. The darkness will surely fade, because it cannot exist in the presence of light. As we draw near to God, He will draw near to us.6 And day by day, the hope of God’s light will grow within us, “brighter and brighter until the perfect day.”7
To all who feel they walk in darkness, I invite you to rely on this certain promise spoken by the Savior of mankind: “I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.”8

Come to the Light

Yes, from time to time our lives may seem to be touched by, or even wrapped in, darkness. Sometimes the night that surrounds us will appear oppressive, disheartening, and frightening.
My heart grieves for the many sorrows some of you face, for the painful loneliness and wearisome fears you may be experiencing.
Nevertheless, I bear witness that our living hope is in Christ Jesus! He is the true, pure, and powerful entrance to divine enlightenment.
I testify that with Christ, darkness cannot succeed. Darkness will not gain victory over the light of Christ.
I bear witness that darkness cannot stand before the brilliant light of the Son of the living God!
I invite each of you to open your heart to Him. Seek Him through study and prayer. Come to His Church, even The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Learn of Him and of His gospel, participate actively, help each other, and joyfully serve our God.
Brothers and sisters, even after the darkest night, the Savior of the world will lead you to a gradual, sweet, and bright dawn that will assuredly rise within you.
As you walk toward the hope of God’s light, you will discover the compassion, love, and goodness of a loving Heavenly Father, “in [whom there] is no darkness at all.”9 Of this I testify in the sacred name of Jesus Christ, amen.

 



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Sunday, November 17, 2013

Kenady's favortie quote! I like it!


“My dear sisters, our Heavenly Father LOVES you---each of you. That LOVE never changes. It is not influenced by your appearance, by your possessions, or by the amount of money you have in your bank account. It is not changed by your talents and abilities. It is simply there. It is there for you when you are sad or happy, discouraged or hopeful. God’s LOVE is there for you whether or not you feel you deserve LOVE. It is simply always there.”

President Thomas S. Monson

Friday, November 15, 2013

Welcome Home

Dad is home from the hospital and he is feeling so much better. He has had a very bad infection in his body for months due to his gangerous appendix they took out in September. They sent him home with a wound vac. He feels a lot better and now that his infection is clearing up and all that gunk dug out, his renal failure is also improving.
April is coming home from the hospital this weekend and I will go help her next week. She has 4 small children. I better brush up on my little kid skills..............I am a hair rusty on that baby, toddler area. I also better dig deep for my patience and crying levels.
Matt is coming this weekend for his daughters birthday and my sister Mia is having a sleep over here tonight with her kids since Matt will need mom and dads basement. Crazy the lives we lead.
Mom ran into an old friend today. Thank you Linda Hepworth for your wonderful words of encouragement to my sweet mother. You will never know what your experience and hope meant to her. SO glad for good friends that lift you higher. Tender Mercy for sure!
I am making a great dinner for everyone tonight. Jeff immunized all of us today for the FLU! my arm is stiff and sore. He says we will be glad. He makes us do it every year!
The weather is turning cooler...........I am dreading the COLD!
Have a wonderful weekend.
I am just glad everyone is going to make it!
Welcome home everyone!

Thursday, November 14, 2013

One year older and grumpier too!

It's my birthday next week. I never dreaded a birthday until now. I am fat. I am grouchy. I am craving some good news. Turning 41, does not sound like good news. Birthdays are just like any other day. Except you hope it will be a little magical, and it isn't.
The way this world is now, I don't like it. I want to go back. Back to the days where we had good clean TV shows. Back when every song on the radio wasn't about SEX. Back when men didn't swear in front of ladies. Back when All of the ten commandments were taken seriously by MOST people. Back when I could talk to peoples faces, not communicate through text messages and emails. Back when we taught forgiveness, not exploitation and drama, drama, drama! Back when Honesty and virtue were the popular things. I long for simpler times. I hope for a time the world returns to the lost virtues of love, honesty, morality, civility, learning, forgiveness and mercy, thrift and industry, gratitude, optimism, and faith. I am trying so hard to teach these things to my children. When they go out into a world that teaches them it's cool and funny to be disrespectful, or rude, they bring it home. This world we live in is so corrupt. I can't stand the un-virtuous things we see on the media and hear in popular music. I am SO SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE JUSTIFYING EVERYTHING BECAUSE--  "I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!"
I feel grumpy due to all the bad choices. How will I not lose my kids to the standards of the world? Or the bitterness, and anger and resentment that Satan is stirring up in the hearts of all of us? I long for the Saviors second coming. I feel frightened by what lies ahead. How much worse can it get? How many more ugly things can we justify?
I want to go back. I want to go back to a better time. Did I really say I wanted to come to earth now? What was I thinking? Good GREIF!
I know there is good in the world..............just not seeing too much of it lately.

Sunday, November 10, 2013

Stake Conference

I loved stake conference today. I sure loved Richard G. Scott's talk. My sweet little Kenady hugged me and rubbed my arm while he spoke of things that she is so aware of. I am so blessed. Kenady is sweet and kind and compassionate. I told her later, "you have been blessed with all those feminine traits that the Savior needs in righteous young women. I sure do love you. Stay sweet, kind, tender and loving."
I am grateful for messages from our leaders.
Right is right and wrong is wrong. Gods laws don't change. The worlds standards are falling. Stay strong and pure.

Saturday, November 9, 2013

This is my blog

 This is my blog. I am the author. I do it for me. Not anyone else. The world says "make drama" "exploit" everything. I say, read it, laugh about it, think about it. Or don't read it. Just don't make trouble for me. I like peace. I like warm happy feelings. I don't need drama caused by people who love drama.
This is my blog. If you can't handle it, don't read it.

Penelope

Have you seen that movie Penelope? Rent it! Watch it! Love it! Then ask yourself, how similar to this mother am I?
Then, accept it and change.

All that aside----- best kisss is in that movie! Best movie kiss! 2nd best movie kiss is in Never been kissed.
Rent it! Watch it! Love it!

Friday, November 8, 2013

Life is good?

Life is good! But, dang we sure get handled trials all the time.
We are Blessed! But it doesn't mean hard things don't get us down.
My poor dad and mom. He has to go back in for surgery. long, gross, story!
My older sister is in the hospital. 4 little kids at home.
My brother is all alone, he and his wife are getting divorced. He is in Salt Lake and his kids are here. He cries cuz he misses them so very much.
My little sister. Single mom, working, going to school, trying to stay on top of life.
My life is good! I am here for you guys! Anything you need, call me!
They say Mens hearts will fail them? No wonder!
Not if I can help it!
Hang on to hope! Hope for a better day! Believe  that God will not forsake us!
We need some good news..................The good news is God Lives! He loves us! We have a Savior! WE will all live again, no pain, so sickness, no suffering. I CAN'T Wait!

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

The Lost Art of Dating

I miss it. These kids today, don't know how to "date"
Not properly anyway. Jeff is NOT impressed and honestly, I am quite sick and tired of being told I "don't get it" and "it's not how we do it now"
Lazy, half baked effort, into something that could bring about eternities greatest blessings. I miss the good old days!
And I am not even that old!
Excuses are making me annoyed. Girls and Boys are guilty. I have heard stupid things lately from boys and girls in college about "why" it's not worth it or "conditions" that will make it right.
No wonder no one gets married anymore. Thank Heavens I am...........

Web MD says throat cancer

Kels has had a sore throat for a month. The Dr. says it's not strep and no swollen tonsils. But now it hurts so bad. She has neck pain, throat pain and she is losing weight and gagging due to a mass, that is obstructing  her swallowing. Things aren't looking  good. I called Dr. Pearson and got an appointment  ASAP. In the meantime she googled her symptoms. Web MD said throat cancer. I'm thinking an 18 year old girl who doesn't smoke or chew probably doesn't have throat cancer. She is freaking out. Worried she will die, have to go through chemo, lose her hair, never marry, lose her voice, or worse, be scarred!
I am not too worried yet. Let's take it one step at a time doll face. Web MD is just that........lets not go to worse case scenario! Maybe it's just a inflamed something or other.
I'm hoping for the best!

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Middle school.....

I'm at the middle school waiting for Kenady in the parking lot. All these kids walking by. Some seem so lost. Others so alone. Then there are the kids in big groups. Makes me sad when I see kids that are dirty with shabby clothes and unkempt hair. I wonder, who cares and loves you? Then there are the kids who look scared and afraid. I was that kid. The school was a scary place for me growing up. What can I do? I can smile and give and love and share. I can pray that each of us will be strengthened and comforted. 
Life is hard. I'm glad  I am an adult. I hated middle school! 
Kenady just got in the car, she got made fun of for being chubby by some boy. Hugs and kisses Kenady, you are beautiful and mommy and your Heavenly Father and Savior Jesus Christ, love you!

Election Day!

Get out and vote! Even if it is for the lesser of the two evils!

Monday, November 4, 2013

A day of rest? haha

Jeff drove home from Ogden Satruday night and got here about 11:30 to get sustained to his new calling and give my dad a blessing. Yesterday I got up at 6:45 and made 45 cinnamon rolls and 15 lemon danish for my friends baby blessing. I delivered them in town at 10:30 and raced home to go to my block of meetings from 11-2.
Jeff got his new calling as the ward finance clerk. They set him apart right after sacrament and then he worked with the exiting finance clerk from 12:30-4:45. He then went to my parents house to give my dad a blessing. We all came home and made dinner. Then, with snow on the forecast and him having to drive to Salt Lake at 5 this morning, he pulled all the Halloween decorations out of the yard with my kids help. I was cleaning up dinner in the nice warm house of course haha
Then, he cleaned out all the bathtub drains. I guess his shower wasn't draining that morning and he couldn't rest until it was done. After everything he did yesterday, he would pass through the kitchen and hit my EASY button "that was easy" he always keeps a good sense of humor! By the time he and I climbed into bed at 10:45, he fell asleep talking to me mid-sentence! UGH
Day of REST...... MY EYE!